Wednesday, April 26, 2006
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Cass went to our house yesterday and it's really super unexpected. I mean, we stopped talking since the last time we met (which is our second time) so what made him drop by and wanted hang out with me? I know... totally what-the-hell-is-happening. It was a swell time though, he met my dad, and he liked him. Well, Cass in general is a nice fella, he's not a snob and cocky, unlike the rest of the population of Brazil, that's why I
liked him. I forced my self to stop liking him and just move on because our intentions did not match, he just wanted to have fun and I'm looking for something more than that, but the rest are perfect and I played his game which didn't last long. Did i mention we sooo look good together? - he's a such a trophy. His smile is forever painted inside my brain. I cannot forget how sweet the way he looks at me.
Okay, after the thought of him dropping by our house sinked in, I accepted the reality that he wanted us to just hang out, like the not-so-old days, and that's what we did - we strolled, stared at each other and then grin. Basically, we were back at flirting again and all of a sudden, things changed, again - I WOKE UP. Dammit!
By this time, he is already in Hong Kong and will stay there for three months and then he's going to Paris for one year and then go back to Brazil. He told me he has plans of coming back here in Philippines because he thinks this country is sooo hot, and he wasn't referring about the weather.
I really don't want to post a picture of him but I can't help it.
