Wednesday, November 02, 2005
All Souls Day
I don't know why my friends are sad. I only find out about their angst and depression from their blogs since we don't see each other so often. Maybe the autumn season has something to do with their emotional status. I don't know. Fall is like a season not as fun and exciting as spring and summer. Christmas and New Year is within winter so it's not a sad season plus those christmas decorations everywhere and the bonus, hello? Why be sad on December and January?
Most of the time I don't like thinking about my friend in Angeles City because he is simply the biggest whiner in the entire universe. He complains about everything in the world, think of himself as a big guy but he's really not that accomplished and really got nothing to boast of. His negativity is overflowing, but what can I do? He is my friend and although I think of abandoning him since day one, I can't. I think the reason why we are friends is because we fill each others' emptiness. He often tells me I'm too kind and I tell him he's super mean.
I sent him an SMS last week and I felt that he's so alone and sad and in need of a companion based on what he replied. He's pretending to be happy. He needs attention and no one is giving him that. I think that's the reason why I am still friends with him. I also have the patience to listen to his rants and most of the time join him in critiquing others.
This entry is for aaron. Don't be sad.
You once told me that we both are bitches and if you still are, you don't have the right to be down and defenseless. Stand up vakes.
