Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Prof. Dumbledore
I can't believe J.K Rowling killed ProfessorDumbledore through Snape. I mean, the greatest wizard I have ever known, died just like that? Unarmed, weak and defenseless? That is so unjust. I cannot keep my self from getting sad about this tragic news. My initial reaction was like, "Oh my god!" at the same time slamming the book on my desk. Who's going to help Harry Potter now that Dumbledore's gone? My powers aren't as great as of those of Prof. Dumby. I also couldn't leave my job here in the muggle world and go to Hogwarts to console Harry and comfort him especially now that he feels like he doesn't have anyone left for him. I feel so sad. I wanna do something but I couldn't. I can't just go disappearing like a bubble from time to time and not make someone suspicious of me being a wizard. I cannot risk that much. I'm sure Harry understands. I feel even more melancholic and so guilty that I didn't even make it there to give my final respect for Professor Dumbledore during his funeral. I am so mean. Other wizards might think that I am so indifferent about the things that have happened, some may even think I am a Death Eater myself simply because of the way I deprive the issue of my attention. If they only know how intense the mourning I felt when the news reached me. I cried oceans, and the merpeople even swam on it. He will be dearly missed eventhough I don't know to go through all these, I mean, why him? Why not Nagini or Uncle Vernon? There are a lot of people who can die that night! Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu... Please stop me from crying. I can't help it. Sorry.
