Wednesday, June 15, 2005
It's Payday!
It's the 15th of the month and there's only one thing that excites most of employed people like me - salary. First thing I did before leaving San Fernando, Pampanga, around 5:40 in the morning, was to check if there's salary already. I went inside the ATM booth, inserted my card, keyed in my pin number and withdrew half of my salary. I still haven't spent it on anything but I feel that I don't have money anymore and that I'm so broke already. Thinking of the many things I want to buy stresses me out. Since I started staying away from the night out scene, I've been cautious with my spending habit. I don't like spending a lot of my money anymore with things that don't really matter a lot to me, like, binging and watching movies. I still have my money with me today but I feel that I don't have them anymore. I wait, like, two weeks for payday but when it comes, it just passes me by. Is it because I earn only this little? My god, when will I ever stop wanting something? Maybe when I die?
