Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Farewell
I have to say goodbye to those who gave me a hard time in the past with this account that I am in. I don't mean hard time, like, a difficulty with work but difficulty with dealing with them. Actually I got two additional best friends here, they're really so nice because they give each other compliments all the time. And simply by doing that, you will earn the reputation that you are a real person. You're real because you tell your friend all the good things about her. You're real because you don't tell her all the negative things about her because you know it's going to hurt her feelings. You're so real, my god! After all the things that you two did to me, all the backstabbing, scheming, connivance and the things you both did to me to bring me down, like, super down to the core of the earth. I commend you for doing a good job, you both were pretty experts at it, unfortunately, it's the good who always end up triumphant. Try to look at the things that happened, you did all the things that you could to bring me down, like, below you guys. You even acted and persuaded people that it's me who was bad. I did not do anything, I did nothing to protect myself. I absorbed all that. It was a painful thing, indeed, but it didn't make me so mean like you two are. I didn't talk to people to ask them to believe me, like what you did, but it was my silence who made people know the truth. I never asked a single person to stay at my side, but people went to me and told me how they care. I started rebuilding my great wall of china and it became my strength. I admit I exposed my self too much in the past but I learned so much now. People who claim that they are friends of yours are most of the time your enemies. I prayed to God about that situation and didn't get an immediate response, but now, things are starting to go on their right places, with out me exerting any effort. I have to say goodbye to two of my bestfriends because they're leaving, but they don't know it yet. I wonder how well they're going to take this thing, especially my female best friend, this is the last thing that she would want to do. I know she is at her lowest point in her life which is absolutely her fault as well. She digged her own grave by bringing me down. It was certainly her wrongest move. I just wish them both luck. You needed it so much.
